the worst fucking thing happened today

[sholanda]

snack at our school is supposed to be vegetarian.
we always bring those mini-corndogs from morningstar farms when it's our turn.
(can you see where this is going?)
today we had mini corndogs
and i ate four of them
isaijah had 3
then i went to the kitchen to get a refill fo something

and i saw the box
they were chicken franks.

OMFG. i cried. i was so upset. that is the first known meat my son has eaten. i wanted to throw up but the bathroom is not private and a zillion people would have heard me. i should have done it anyway. it would have made an impact.

so when the kitchen person was told
she said
"oh it's not meat- it's chicken."

and she is a nice lady. she really didn't mean to, she felt so so bad for me.

but hello.

last time i checked a chicken was an animal.

i have to be so so careful at school, everywhere. i have to be mroe vigilant.

i am so upset, and sick to my stomach.

if you think this is dumb just shut the fuck up. it's a big deal to me.