do doot do do....elmo's world

made the christmas accessories yesterday. can't tell, since some of you will be receiving them as gifts. they came out all right. now all i need to do is get icing makings and do the icing scene. i would like to go to this store called pulp over here and see if they have christmas confetti or something, too.

morning time is watching all my messenger buddies pop up in almost alphabetical order in the corner of my screen. i feel connected, we are all on the internet. kind of like fievel looking at the same starry sky. somewhere...out there...

feeling lonely.

it was good to connect with some moms yesterday. jill was cool. she has a three year old red headed elf named maude. she was working the security position at the school yesterday so we chatted. she turned me on to a holistic doctor in the area-- dr. fleiss. (yep, heidi's dad!). i also met sherry, who took my breath away. highly fashionable yet highly punk rock, she had a version of my haircut and tall-heeled boots. she was dead sexy and had a marilyn monroe with a gold star in it. her son is this badass named cash. cool.

i am totally dreading this doctor thing. i have to get my kid a physical. my son has never been to the doctor. well, i took him to a naturopath when he was 3 days old for his newborn checkup, and to get her to sign the birth certificate (which she did for ten bucks. never underestimate the shadiness of a doctor). so now i have to find the right doctor in this haystack of a city.

they need to invent web-safe metallic colors. so i can have a shiny silver background on my web page.

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awww.
i just got our packages from my mom and dad.
now the underneath of our christmas tree is all filled up.
i feel bad, though.
i haven't gotten them anything.
christmas is such a chore.
i barely got anything for the boys.
and taking care of sam's family is exhausting.

this whole thing makes me wanna cry.

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i am so excited!
i was having a shitty day...moping and trying not to be with myself.
but bryan just said that danny and his woman nuevo are driving to havasu and casey and jerod are driving so they can go to oklahoma after so it's just going to be me, bryan, kid, and stephen in the van!
*whew!*
i was really concerned about bothering the rock stars. i had visions of ijah being a brat and everyone hating us by the time we got there.
i know he's going to be disappointed that uncle jerod's not going to be around, tho.

but it'll be fun.

viva le mimsies!