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Mar. 5th, 2004 04:10 pmi am feeling sad and on the verge of tears all day.
annoyed.
like i'm pmsing but i'm not.
i need to make more money. i need to make more money soon. i need some stuff. i have a list a mile long of things i need/presents i need to buy people and i can't do anything. and it seems like the more i work, the less money we have. i have been killing myself lately and i got a little bonus at work and everything but no. it's still not enough. i still got in trouble for impulse buying a pair of pants for my fat ass and a shirt. FROM ROSS.
the next major purchase i need to make is glasses. since i lost a pair at the flogging molly concert i'm down to 2 pair. 1 of which is 4 years old and ill fitting. the other pair is the cateye and those are not for every outfit, they are kind of the occaisonal fun ones. so i need a new pair of everyday ones. suggestions for browsing online are needed.
after being able to SEE, i need to do something about the chronic neck/shoulder pain. yoga classes, massage, or chiro. something.
oh, and this is another rant entirely, but how come when sam was working fulltime and i was staying home, no one questioned it? how come a LOT of people i know stay home and their husbands work and no one questions it? however, now that i'm the working one, and making about three times what sam was making, everyone constantly asks when sam is going to start working. i feel all the time like i am explaining his decision to stay home, covering for him. he still does some parttime nightime work, i swear. WHATEVER. i work HARD, so he can stay home. our son deserves a stayhome parent. it's no one's fucking business anyway.
i'm in a really bad place right now.
grrr.
annoyed.
like i'm pmsing but i'm not.
i need to make more money. i need to make more money soon. i need some stuff. i have a list a mile long of things i need/presents i need to buy people and i can't do anything. and it seems like the more i work, the less money we have. i have been killing myself lately and i got a little bonus at work and everything but no. it's still not enough. i still got in trouble for impulse buying a pair of pants for my fat ass and a shirt. FROM ROSS.
the next major purchase i need to make is glasses. since i lost a pair at the flogging molly concert i'm down to 2 pair. 1 of which is 4 years old and ill fitting. the other pair is the cateye and those are not for every outfit, they are kind of the occaisonal fun ones. so i need a new pair of everyday ones. suggestions for browsing online are needed.
after being able to SEE, i need to do something about the chronic neck/shoulder pain. yoga classes, massage, or chiro. something.
oh, and this is another rant entirely, but how come when sam was working fulltime and i was staying home, no one questioned it? how come a LOT of people i know stay home and their husbands work and no one questions it? however, now that i'm the working one, and making about three times what sam was making, everyone constantly asks when sam is going to start working. i feel all the time like i am explaining his decision to stay home, covering for him. he still does some parttime nightime work, i swear. WHATEVER. i work HARD, so he can stay home. our son deserves a stayhome parent. it's no one's fucking business anyway.
i'm in a really bad place right now.
grrr.
