sholanda: (rawk)
sholanda ([personal profile] sholanda) wrote2002-02-28 03:21 pm

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getting a lot of work done.
i feel like i am coming out of something, this negative selfimage.
who says i wasted my life?

work is good for you.

cleaned, numbered, and entered books.
sent check off for my title. i think that now i never got it, and i was thinking that tax license thing was it this whole time, and i have been looking for something that never came.
maybe.
(i think whatever i need to to keep my little world in order.)

(but doesn't everyone?)

mailed some stuff, called and found out we really do have insurance, took bubba to the park and let him run up and down the hill.

people are so beautiful, walking around this city. ok, i know i'm not psychic, and i don't know how to say this, but i get rushes of feelings when i look at people. not like, a set of opinions i garner from looking at their appearences, but like a rush of empathetic information. a rush of feelings. does everyone get that? i also see colors around people, but it's hard on the street sometimes to see colors because they are going by so fast. but the feelings always come.it's an energy thing i guess.
it fucking overwhelms me and knocks me down sometimes.
it's like i can't take being so drawn into every person i pass by on the street. it's sort of draining.

scorpion intuition?

ok, off track.
back to working.

i will make some money.
i WILL.

[identity profile] somakitty.livejournal.com 2002-02-28 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
speaking of money, how many orders did you get for feb? seems like you've been putting in a lot of work lately.

[identity profile] julesoul.livejournal.com 2002-02-28 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
o.k. Yes! It must be scorpio intuition- I sometimes end up crying from looking into the eyes of this check out lady at Sav-on or even Starbucks- It can be quite overwhelming but in a sense it's quite wonderful also. I know what you mean about draining, though.

[identity profile] redmagnetic.livejournal.com 2002-02-28 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
definately a scorpio thing. remember our analogy about you receiving things through an emotional lens, a water filter? a starry, starry drive home from the farm.....and scorp also very psychic-yes you ARE psychic-an unavoidable thing. i think it's a gift, and lots of ppl have it and never access it or become further aware of how they are able to feel things. look! it's young me speaking the truth about astrology!

[identity profile] kateadelle.livejournal.com 2002-03-01 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
There was a really good article in the latest Utne Reader about fostering your intuition. Her basic premise was that we all have some sort of intuition, but that it manifests itself in different ways in each person. She had all these little exercises to help encourage it. Anyway, your entry made me think of it....